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How should you react if you knew there were people ostracizing you, telling others to stay away or not?

associate with you? i have BPD that ive had long term, im 30 years old, ive endured alot of trauma and abuse in my life.....ive never been employed in my life....never made any friends....never had a significant other. i live alone in my one bedroom apartment, waiting for an assesment for therapy. my ultimate goal is to emigrate from britain, im not happy here, i wasn't born here......i would like to go back to france or over to the u.s. but im so depressed at the moment because i cant see how ill fullfill this dream with the immensley difficult circumstances i feel stuck in. i do NOT want to stay in britain. DO NOT. iam concerned as recentley ive lost a couple of online friends, which are important to me as i have no one else....ive only made a handful of friends online..2 very close ones...ive not heard from them in a while...& the other two just stopped getting in contact..stopped iming me on yahho messenger..when they told me theyd be there for me and be a friend to me there all from the states...being rejected by these 2 friends has really hurt and confused me...why they have just stopped talking to me and being there. its got me thinking that its some sort of a conspiracy, that they were told not to talk or associate with me anymore....and im feeling really depressed about it. has anyone got any ideas why this has happened to me, and what the way forward is in general with my question?

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1. I just move along. They have their lives and I have my own.
2. make new online friends email them if they dont answer chances are they have changed their email address not your fault or they don't come on any more they are plenty of people you can talk to join a penpal site or go to a site you can have general chat with everyone why not move to another part of britain or get yourself a hobby to make friends ,noone will ever be your friend if you dont put half the effort in