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So what am I TV/BI/TS/TG/CD other?

I know every one uses labels even those trying to act as liberals who say "I don't believe in labels". I was born a male, but I like woman's things the more fem the better. During my impressionable/developmental years (age 13 on) I was allow adult mags (Playboy/Penthouse etc) and I believe these had a great influence on me. I remember reading Penthouse forum and "Letters" where a girlfriend/wife would dress her mate in panties and other girl clothes ( a lot of those letters at that time). This spiked my interest, the first pair of panties I had/wore I sold from by best-friends sister. I still remember them they were a pair of pink nylon bikinis. I love the feel of woman's clothes especially the underwear (bras, panties, slips, girdles etc). I enjoy dressing up as a woman in traditional clothes (dresses, skirts,girdles,slips etc). I also use make up, wanting to look as feminine as I can. But alas I know I will never pass, except maybe with help I hope) I am attracted to women and not to men (I do appreciate a nice sized package). But when it comes to sex while I am dressed as a woman I do want to have sex with men, or a dominate woman with a strap on. I want to serve as a submissive female doing what ever my partner wants. Otherwise I am looking for a woman to have sex with, but mostly want a dominate one to "force me to crossdress". This includes performing oral on multiple men (oh joy!!!), and taking them as a woman, just in the rear as I am not equipped to do other wise. I would love to be in a womans body for a year so I could experence the joy of child birth, monthly cycles, exciting men, etc. I believe in the old fashioned stereotypical type of a frail helpless woman with me being her. I do have a large collection of woman's underwear, which I wear regularly and have only panties to wear having thrown out all my male underwear. I have posted on crags list and had sex with men offering to suck or more. I have bottomed for more than 20 and swallowed 30 or more. I usually only do this when I have been drinking and have the courage to do so (although I imagine this happening all the time). I imagine I am a woman going down on him. Problem is no rubbers so that I might get pregnant when he mounts me, it adds to the excitement. I so wish to be able to have the courage to come out as a woman but fear I would never pass. I am an older male with a few small scars, very broad chested and no hips. I am heavy into the small penis humiliation thing being short of stature where it counts. Either way I do wish to have my testicles removed and my breasts enlarged. I have used hormones to enlarge my breasts but am not open to surgery to do this. I believe I am about a 38B currently and wish to be a d or dd size. I have thought about going to a plastic surgeon and get for "Halloween" a fat implant (like some actresses have to make their lips bigger) to make me so as this should dissipate afterwords (but I could experence large breasts for a while). I did buy a burdizzo to remove my testes, and will use it one day when I get local to kill the pain. So am I a bi TV or a full TS bi male or what...? If you want you can email me and if you live in Tucson maybe we can meet and talk????

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1. TS Lisbo!